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Monday, August 30, 2004
Time:8:28
I didn’t do too much all weekend. Misty(my brothers wife) & her lil nephew Austin we’re over all weekend. They live in Tallahassee or Panama City. I forgot. Jasmine, my favorite niece came over on Saturday & left last night. We all went 2 Gainesville Saturday 2 go c my brother at his job. He’s in prison though. The last time I saw him was in July or August of last year. He still look the same except for that he’s gotten a lil smaller.
Saturday night we went to Wal Mart (how exciting) & I saw this fine ass black boy there. He was staring at me....Misty was like, girl, he’s cute. Pfff, I just ignored him though.
Iono, then me, Misty, Jas, Austin, & Ro went & messed around with the shoes til we got bored. I saw some really really cute shoes & I don’t usually buy any shoes out of there. They was 2 cute. I gotta go back & get them.
When we went to go pay for everything, such as the stuff Misty bought for my brother, I saw that boy again & his hoochie mama girlfriend. lol. Then, we left Wal-Mart & went to Blockbuster. They got The Ring & 13 Going On 30. I already saw The Ring, like twice. It is so boring.
Misty & Austin left yesterday when I was half asleep.. I think they are coming back next weekend.
I was supposed to go to CaTresa’s house Friday night. I thought I was going to the hospital but, when I got home Friday around 4:10 nobody came home til about 8, sooo apparently my ma forgot about it, but I didn’t even open my mouth.. I really really didn’t wanna go. I was supposed to meet Tresa there at like 7:30..lol. She should get ova it.:-)
School is so BORING. Makes me wanna cry. I hate waking up early. Im used 2 waking up ‘roun 2 or 3. Goin 2 sleep at about 4am.. I’ve been so tired lately. It’s sad. I come home, eat, go 2 bed around 6 & sometimes I get up at 11. Sometimes I don’t.
Anywayz, this one boy named Dallas & me prob. about to hook up sometime this week. He’s in like 2 of my classes. He just moved here from Seattle. He’s pretty cute..I found out that he liked me today. I can tell.
I don’t know why, but im starting to hate Craig w/ a passion. I’ve been really shady to him. He rides my bus, & he is soo damn annoying. He acts like a little kid & then he’s always gotta be touching on somebody. I hope somebody files sexual harassment on him one day. I have a feeling he’s gonna be a child molester or something, cuz he was talking about banging this one 6th grader & he’s in the 10th grade & then he’s always touching the little girls on the bus..He should really have some respect. He really gets on my nerves a lot. I regret for even talking to him.
Hmmm...lately some grown ass men been calling here 4 my sister. Lil hoe. I think she’s been gettin #’s off the computer & calling them, playing games, telling them she like 19 or wtf ever. I was braiding my hair last night & heard her on the phone talkin to some 22 yr old, talkin bout some, "are we going out yet?" or some shit. She was lucky my ma was sleeping or I would told on her. & Then, around 10, some other nigga called here for her, they stayed on the phone for about an hour or so. This one was from Jax. The other one was like from CA or w/e. She was being all childish & immature the whole time & I guess he was wanting to go take a shower but she was like no, take the phone w/ u & then I guess he said something like, Look, I don’t wanna be rude & hang up in your face but please, I gotta go cuz she repeated it. What a dumbass. Muahaha, man I woulda been like, look bitch, I gotta go *click*. Well anyway, when they finally got off the phone & being The big baby that she is, she got her blankets & pillows & went in my ma’s room & went to sleep on her floor. I called the dude she was talking to in Jax. I was like, look, if you know what’s best for you, don’t call here again cuz the girl you was talkin 2 is like 11. He was like, oh alright. Iono, he didn’t sound 2 disgusted.. He must like jail & probation. He had to be grown though. He sounded madd ugly 2. Im still tellin on here. I wrote my ma a note but she hasn’t read it yet. She won’t be able 2 chat or be on the phone. She need 2 quit trying to 2 be older than she really is. Makes no sense.
The bus took forever 2 get here this morning. It was raining & shit. Pissed me off..lol. I was freezing. I was glad I had my jacket. I didn’t get wet =) ! We had a diff. driver. Some young guy. OMFG, he was staring me up n down like for 10 secs. Im like, wtf r u looking at. Even when we got off the bus this morning, I could see him looking at me. I hate that. Lol. He supposed to be a "preacher". Thats what Dan said.
Well, I gotta get outta here, Im bout to go take a bath & go shave. Love ya.
Tiara...
Posted at 09:19 pm by BeautifuLxTTx
Sunday, August 22, 2004
Hello. Hmm, where should I start..Earlier last week, my right side was really really bothering me. I went 2 the doctor Tuesday n then 2 the hospital 2 get blood work done n then I had 2 go back on Wednesday 2 see what was wrong but they took 4 ever so I have 2 go back on Friday (27th) @ 7 pm. Not a way I wanna spend my Friday night. My side dont even hurt not one bit right now. Idk wtf is goin on. Everyone says it's my appendix, but then they say it's just sore muscle. Iono, whatever it is I hope it stops hurtin 4 good.
About me n Craig...Last night I was thinkin or I have now decided that I don't want him & I don't even care 2 be friends w/ him really. I don't think I should waste my time on him. That's how I feel. He's cool n all, but I don't think I should have a relationship w/ him. He can cause alot of drama nd thats just something I don't wanna deal with. [Sick of dah drama-Save it 4 ya mama]
Im thinking about sending Daniel a letter. I don't think I can call him up! I just can't do it. I can prob. get everything out on paper cuz it's just gonna be tough talking 2 him again. I wanna tell him EVERYTHING. I miss him ya'll!! He made me sooo happy, you just wouldn't believe. I guess i'll start on the letter a lil later.
There is this lil African lady emailing me about $12m or something like that. Sayz shes going to send it to my bank account. I gotta put the email in here..all of them actually [h/o]..I do think it's a game, but she be writin me back..iono though..heh.
FROM THE DESK OF MRS EDITH JOMBO
BILL AND EXCHANGE MANAGER
FOREIGN REMITTANCE DEPT.
THE AFRICAN BANK (T A B)
OUAGADOUGOU BURKINA FASO
DEAR SIR,
I am the manager of bill and exchange at the foreign remittance department of The African Bank. I am writing, following the impressive information about you through one of my friends who runs a consultancy firm in your country. He assured me of your capability and reliability to champion this business opportunity.
In my department we discovered an abandoned sum of U.S$12.5m dollars
(Twelve million five hundred thousand USD) in an account that belongs to
one of our foreign customer who died along with his entire family in
November 1998 in a plane crash.
Since we got information about his death, we have been expecting his next of kin to come over and claim his money because we cannot release it unless some body applies for it as next of kin or relation to the deceased as indicated in our banking guidlines and laws, but unfortunately we learnt that all his supposed next of kin or relation died alongside with him at the plane crash leaving nobody behind for the claim. It is therefore upon this discovery, I now decided to make
this business proposal to you and release the money to you as the next of kin or relation to the deceased for safety and subsequent disbursement since nobody is coming for it and I don't want this money to go into the bank treasury as unclaimed bill.
The banking law and guidine here stipulates that if such money remained
unclaimed after six years, the money will be tranfered into the bank as unclaimed bill
I therefore agree that 40% of this money will be for you as foreigner
partner, in respect to the provision of a foreign account, 10% will be set aside for
expenses incured during the business and 50% would be for me.
There after I will visit your country for
disbursement according to the percentages indicated.
Therefore, to enable the immediate transfer of this fund to you as
arranged, you must apply first to the bank as relation or next of kin to
the deceased indicating your bank name, your bank account number, your
private telephone and fax number for easy and effective communication and location where in the money will be remitted.
I will not fail to bring to your notice that this transaction is hitch-free and that you should not entertain any atom of fear as all required
arrangements have been made for the transfer. You should contact me
immediately as soon as you recieve this letter.
Trusting to hear from you immediately.
Yours faithfully,
MRS EDITH JOMBO
I have no fucking clue what this bitch is talkin about, but it sounds pretty good?
Dear cheri Tiara ,
how are you today i hope fine i thnak you so much for your reply.
please i will advice you to keep this transaction confidencial, iam here in the bank to be giving you informations only follow my instruction that will help us to achieve this fund. i promise that this business is risk free, now iam giving you the details and the application which you have to fax to the bank now we dont have to delay.
listen to me iam a woman of 47years old now this transaction will change
the life of my family and also your family too, as soon as this fund hit into your account i will come over your contry to invest with my own shear over there,so all my hope now is in this transaction, please only follow my instruction it will help us to achieve this fund by the grace of GOD.
THIS IS THE DETAILS OF THE LATE CUSTORMER
..........................................
DETAILS OF THE DECEASED
Deceased Name : Mr. Mamoudou Abdulahi
Country of Origin : Jordan
Occupation : Business (Contractor)
Account Number : 2637578-2341
Age : 51 years
Place of birth : Amman jordan
Please for us to save time I want you to re-type this application and
fax it immediately to the foreign remittance manager on the bank's direct
fax line : (00226)50.42.01.79.or e-mail ( tabbfh@financier.com)
THIS IS THE TEST OF APPLICATION
................................
ATTN : MR DAGOGO WILLIAMS.
FOREIGN REMITTANCE DIRECTOR THE AFRICA BANK
AVENUE DE LA CHANCE
OUAGADOUGOU - BURKINA FASO
Sir,
APPLICATION FOR THE RELEASE AND SUBSEQUENT TRANSFER OF MY
INHERITTANCE FUNDS OF USD$12.5 MILLION FROM ACCOUNT NO : 2637578-2341
I am the brother and next of kin to late MR MAMOUDOU ABDULAHI JORDAN
nationality who was your client that held the account number (2637578-2341) with your esteemed bank , and who died in the 1998 ADC plane crash with his family.
I discovered the above account details in my late brother's bedroom
in Jordan, and as his next of kin I humbly implore your honored office to
transfer these inherittance funds into my nominated receiving bank account
details as below :
YOUR BANK NAME :……………………………………………………………………………….
YOUR BANK ADDRESS :……………………………………………………………………………
YOUR BANK ACCOUNT NUMBER :……………………………………………………………….
YOUR BANK TELEPHONE AND FAX NUMBER :………………………………………………..
YOUR PRIVATE TELEPHONE N0's :……………………………………………………….
YOUR PRIVATE ADDRESS :…………………………………………………………………
YOUR PRIVATE FAX NO:.............................
YOUR E-MAIL ADDRESS.....................
YOUR OCCUPATION ......................
I shall appriciate your prompt attention to this request as I promise
to abide by all the rules and regulations guiding your bank on all foreign remittance.
Yours very faithfuly
please put your name here.
..............
NB : Please send me an email and call on my private line to notify me
that you have send this application to our foreign remittance director and
bear it in mind that there is no risk in this transaction hence i am here to
supply you with the necesary information that will be needed by our
bank. Be fast for we dont need to waiste time in this transaction,
Yours faithfully
Mrs Edith Jombo
Still..... no clue who the fuck that person is...?
Dear Tiara,
i thank you so much for your reply,
please you have to open a an account immediately becuse without you having account there is know way our bank will transfer the money and as you know this is not a small money .please try open an account immediately and apply and inform me as well so that i will follow up the application and update you with informtions here in our bank.
thanks and hoping to hear from you soon.
THanks yours sister
Mrs Edith Jombo
muahahahaha..? lmao..bye
Posted at 03:51 pm by BeautifuLxTTx
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Saturday, August 21, 2004
I s w e a r that i can qo on f o r e v e r again -
Please let me k n o w that my one bad day will end;
I will go d o w n as your l o v e r//your f r i e n d -
qive me your l i p s and with one kiss we b e q i n..
Are you a f ra i d of beinq a l o n e ? Cause I am;.
I'm lost w/o you. Are you afraid of leavinq toniqht?.
Cause I am; I'm lost w_ i _ t _ h _ o _ u_ t_ u..
I'll leave my r o om o p e n till s u n r i s e for you,.
I'll keep my eyes p a t i e n t l y focused on you,-
wh e re are you now ? I can hear f o o t s t e p s, .
i'm dreaming .. n` if you will keep me from waking,
m a y b e i'll b e l i e v e t h i s. -.
Posted at 05:59 pm by BeautifuLxTTx
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Monday, August 16, 2004
Time:9:57 p.m.
Song: I love you I hate you (Reminds me of when I moved back to Florida last year)
Hey?! How ya doin? Anyway, my back is killin me cuz last night I was standing up for about 7 hours braiding my hair. Most of my body is sore actually. I am not going to school tomorrow..I think my appendix has 2 be takin out. My whole right side is really hurting. It's been hurting for awhile.
We're supposed to being going 2 SC for Labor Day weekend. Ima go c my other mama, n Kiesha prob., n my cousins. I haven't been there in almost 2 years, n I would love to move back cuz...tonight im highhly pissed. Some ppl run their mouth jus a lil 2 much... *cough *cough * henry. Him n Stevo can go fuck eachother til they fucking bleed for all I care. Im starting to know who my true friends are.
I just wrote 2 Stevo on yahoo, he's not on though. I called him earlier & he denied everything.
sweetxcheri69: stevo, i am highly pissed at you and henry and somewhat at jason cuz i already talked 2 him about the shit ya'll talked about at walmart, need 2 know the truth and if not, somebodys gonna be in some shit, thats all you need 2 know
sweetxcheri69: i really dont appreciate you running your fuckin mouth about shit like that
sweetxcheri69: u have no idea
sweetxcheri69: as far as im concerned, if i dont get the truth, u and henry can go fuck eachother til ya fucking bleed
sweetxcheri69: i have no love for ppl like you
sweetxcheri69: or him..especially not him
sweetxcheri69: so, if i dont hear the truth, i think you have an idea of whats gonna happen
sweetxcheri69: 752.3317
sweetxcheri69: peace
This is what I said to Jason...
Jason : what r u talking about
Tiara : u know what the fuck im talking about\
Jason : if i did i wont ask
Tiara : well quit acting stupid
Tiara : u know damn well u know
Jason : no i dont
Tiara : well you know what, since you and stevo wanna start shit like that, u can jus quit talking to me, i dont have to deal with ya'll immature bs
Tiara : oh and since al fucked me that night, i think jen should fucking know about it
Jason : what r u talking about
Tiara : man u know what, fuck this
Tiara : peace
Jason : na what do u mean al fucked u what nite
Jason : and what did me and stevo start
Tiara : bitch if you dont fucking know what you said, you should really go talk to ur nigga henry cuz he didnt know nothing about any of this shit so i know u had to open ur motherfuckin mouth
Tiara : thats wassup
Tiara : and if im a whore then ur in the same catagory as i am
Tiara : point blank
Jason : henry was the one talking shit that nite so i dont know what u heard butt me and stevo was taking up for u
Jason : u can ask chris
Jason : henry was talking mad stuff about u
Tiara : henry dont go no room what so ever to run his fuckin mouth, he dont want me to tell him about his motherfuckin ass
Tiara : hes a fucking big ass poser yo
Tiara : if im this and that to him, why is he leaving me these weak ass messages on my answering machine, hoping i would take is wack ass back
Tiara : fuck that bs
Jason : ok then.......i ant said shit about u so dont start on me
Tiara : whatever jason, u had to open ur mouth
Tiara : quit lyin
Tiara : how did he know about it??
Tiara : how??
Tiara : u jus need to be real
Jason : iam being real he said he new a couple nites after it happen
Jason : thats real
Tiara : well i aint gonna worry about it, he deserves to be hung
Tiara : i know what i am, i know who i do
Tiara : hes jus mad
Tiara : cuz i dont want his stupid ass
Jason : tru ........butt i swear i ant been talking shit about nobody
Tiara : ugh, somebody should hang him
Jason : besides u gott my baby
Tiara : ??
Tiara : jason im not in the mood for that kinda shit, im highly pissed
Tiara : ima get on stevos damn ass also, i will tell all 3 of ya'll about urselves
Tiara : i already called hm
Jason : srry
Tiara : ur lucky i didnt know ur number
Jason : i'll get someone to deal with his
Jason : azz
Tiara : yeah me 2
Tiara : i got 3 big brothers
Tiara : but i mean, im not gonna let it get to me cuz shit, i got soo0 much shit i know on him
Tiara : that he doesnt have any room 2 talk what so ever
Tiara : hes tryin 2 get me a bad reputation so that i cant have nobody u know
Tiara : but that aint happenin
Jason : ok......so were straight right
Tiara : no, ur lyin
Tiara : wheres chris?
Jason : whatever u beleave what u want ok i know i ant said shit and i gott ppl to back me up on that ok
Tiara : jason, c'mon, nobody knew about this but me and u
Jason : he'll be back in a lil hes playing pool
Tiara : i didnt open my mouth
Tiara : about any of that
Tiara : do u know how much shit u could get in
Jason : oooo......since ppl know its my fault that they know whatever
Tiara : I DID NOT TELL ANYONE
Jason : yea i know so what make u think i said something
Tiara : SO U HAD 2
Tiara : HOW DID THIS CONVO START?
Jason : U
Tiara : no im talking about w. henry
Jason : i dont know u tell me
Tiara : omfg
Tiara : i think u need 2 get some shit cleared up with him
Tiara : before i do
Jason : i think so
Tiara : im watin
Tiara : waitin*
Tiara : 961-9780
Jason : thats y iam leaveing this bull shit town cause shit like this
Tiara : u do it by urself, or by 3 way, ur choice cuz im bout 2 pick out my real friends
Tiara : i dont have time for these games u males play
Tiara : so tired of it
Jason : me jason
Jason : ant no game
Tiara : well u got til tomorrow night thats all im sayin
Tiara : jus cuz he got that ugly ass bitch dont mean he gotta start shit
Jason : then what
Tiara : then im callin him 2 get on him
Jason : ok.....whats that gott to do with me
Tiara : are u fucking listening to me
Tiara : u ARE
Tiara : calling henry
Jason : yea
Tiara : thats wtf im talkin about
Jason : no
Tiara : ok then so ur lying
Jason : he ant going to say nothing butt she a lyeing azz ho
Jason : thats what he said last nite
Tiara : last night?
Tiara : what happened last night
Tiara : dont make me get my mom in this
Jason : whenever i was at wal mart
Tiara : i will
Tiara : what was i supposively lying about?
Jason : for what
Jason : what am i going to say to him if i call him
Tiara : u tell him that if he dont want u 2 get in trouble then he needs to come up with the truth
Tiara : on who said the shit
Jason : he ant going to do nothing but lye and u know that
Tiara : somebodys gonna learn to keep their mouth shut
Tiara : nah u know what, nvm i'll talk to his fuck ass
Jason : o and u know who it is henry
Tiara : dont worry about it
Jason : when?
Tiara : tomorrow when i get home if i dont have surgery
Jason : i want to gett this shit straight
Tiara : but will get to the bottom of this
Tiara : he is not a friend, hes not a good friend
Tiara : thats something you should know
Jason : ok
Tiara : he will fuck you over
Jason : i see this
Jason : but i swear i want me and u to be straight
Tiara : and what did stevo say so i can get on him some more, cuz when i called him, all i knew was that he told my friend that i fucked 3 ppl this weekend
Tiara : um no i didnt, and if i did that would be my business, not everbodys in wal mart, thats why i keep my business to my self
Jason : like i said henry was the only one talking shit
Tiara : i need to know what all he said jason, he dont need to start on me like that, i actually thought we were friends a few weeks ago, but i mean i guess not, but i really dont give a fuck cuz that nigga aint shit
Tiara : so ?
Jason : brb chris is here
Tiara : yeah
Jason has signed out. (8/16/2004 10:32 PM)
Aint that some bs..
I haven't talked to Henry yet, but I believed he started something, so now Jason n Stevo can see wtf kinda person he is. Thats wassup.Imbecile person.
Yesterday morning, Drew came over bout 7 I think. We we're jus chillen & stuff. He seems kinda stuck up man. He can't be like that around me. I don't like that.
My page is still takin a long time 2 complete. I have like 4 more additional pages to do. I haven't been in the mood lately. Damn sure ain't in the mood now.
Hmm. ya'll I think I have an eating disorder. I haven't been eating alot lately in the last 3 weeks.I used to eat ALOT, now I dunno. I swear it is the welbutrin, but I also heard that the appendix could be causing my loss of appetite....Iono. Im about 2 quit takin them pills starting tomorrow though.
I have nothing else to really say, Im jus highly pissed at how my "friends" could say such negative stuff about me when all I've done was basically be 2 nice to em n I've had nothing but respect for them ( well,Jason n Stevo) then they gonna say some bs like that. Hell nah. I have no doubt in my mind that Henry started start this shit, but I need to know the truth. Jason said that Stevo n him we're taking up for me. Iono what 2 think.
Dan is prob gonna get mad at me if he ever saw his letter typed on here, but im sorry! I like reading it everytime I come on here.This is something else he wrote a while back...I still miss him..
Apr 23, 2004
why I love T
I love Tiara because she was always there for me. We've only known eachother for like ten months but i feel if i was stressed out or needed someone to talk to she has always been there. Just hearing her voice makes me feel better. She brightens up my day and she makes me laugh. I also think she will always be there and i plan to be there for her if she EVER needed n e thing. Even when this one bitch i was talkin to did me really dirty T was there and really cheered me up (even though she didnt know it.) She makes me feel really good about being me and i look forward to talking to her everyday. And i miss her when im not talking to her. Shes real. Shes not fake like these other bitches. She wont sugar-coat it for u. She'll tell u exactly how she feels and thats another reason i love t.
By:dan
Well, I gotta finish downloading these songs for Jeanine. Latuh..
Posted at 08:47 pm by BeautifuLxTTx
Sunday, August 15, 2004
I had a good time last night. Dan & Caleb came over bout 7 yesterday morning & we hung out here for a lil bit, ate & then we walked 2 Dan's house. It was raining pretty much all day, on & off. We all hung out in the shed for a lil while then Caleb left. It got super boring. It started raining. I was like..hey Dan, whatcha wanna do now? He was like.. "YOU". LMAO. Heck nah. After a while, it stopped raining & me, Dan, & Peawee(Dan's lil brotha) went down to Caleb's house 2 see what he was doin! Some boy named Chris was there. Iono know him, but I don't like him very much. We chilled at Caleb's for a lil bit. Caleb was acting so different cuz Chris was around. Caleb couldn't go anywhere cuz his daddy said, well thats what Caleb told us... So, after a while, me Peawee & Dan went back to their house & then Craig called. He walked over. He was heated cuz I didn't speak to him when he came in, then he got over it though. He started touching me..wtf. Then, I went in Peawee room & played Driv3r & Underground. Dan was trying to get some friends over so he could get some beer & It seemed like it tooked forever. They all finally showed up..bout 7 or 8. They only had a 12 pack so we was all by the shed on some body named Patrick's truck & then here come Craig, talkin all that non sense, grabbin on me & what not. There we're 2 girls there named Mandy & Christy. At first I didn't like Christy..That girl know she can bitch. I liked Mandy though. I think they best friends or somethin. Christy is pregnant & she was there with her boyfriend named Scotty. She was telling Mandy some shit, talkin about Scott didn't love her , iono. But then we talked & she turned out 2 be pretty nice though. She just bitchy. Then we ran out of beer & Dan & some otha boy went & got 2 12 packs & we we're jus chillen, having fun & then Peawee goes off for a lil minute & then here's Craig, fkkin w/ me. Then Peawee comes back & tell Dan that some lady next door dun called the cops cuz we was drinkin or some shit & they do live out in the middle of no where. So, when we heard that, Dan was talkin bout driving back in the woods on this one path, but everybody was like nah, they might come back there & I was like prob. cuz that lady would've seen us goin back there. So, anyway, It took us a long ass time to pack up n go, bout 15 minutes or so & then Christy & Mandy got real scared & started walking down the road. They put the cooler ont he back of whats his names truck & then nobody could ride w/ Patrick cuz he was goin home. So, that left-- me, Craig, Dan, Scotty, Mandy, Christy & 2 other boys I didn't know. I think they were twins. One had on a red shirt & the other one had on a blue shirt. The one in the blue was gonna drive, so Mandy & Christy & Scotty got in the truck...It was me, Dan, Craig, & the boy in the red got in the back of the truck, & then when we was gettin ready 2 leave, Craig was like, hey, im really feeling you but I don't know if you're looking for a relationship or not, but I really like you alot. It's all on you though. Let me k now. So, I was like, Craig, You is drunk so I don't know If I should believe you or not. He gave me a serious ass look...lol he was like..girl, I promise. Ugh..lol man iono. Im still thinking about it.Then, we finally left & we passed right by the cops. We we're headed 2 White Springs or some shit..no clue. All the beer was bout gone...We went 2 McDonald's & of course, the orders we're messed up. Me & Christy was standing @ the drive thru window talking 2 Lloyd & Byron. We got some pickles, everybody got their food, & then we left, got some gas, rode by Christy's house & dropped her & Mandy off but 4 some reason Scotty stayed in the truck. We went down the road from Christy's house 2 where Caleb & Chris was & some other ppl. It was alot of ppl. I walked around for a min. & Craig was right behind me of course. I didn't even know Caleb was over there til I saw him. I was like, what's this lil bitch doin here, I thought he wasn't allowed 2 go no where & then thats when I saw Chris walking up. I think Dan was pissed cuz he saw them, they lied to him. Everytime that Dan called Chris, he hung up on em & he was right at Calebs. Then Caleb claimed that he couldn't go no where cuz of the storm...there he was...w/Chris. After awhile, Dan was wanting 2 fight both of em. He walked over 2 Chris askin him why he been hangin up on em & Chris said some shit like..Oh im tired of your brother calling me, bothering the shit out of me blah blah blah...Now thats some bs. He knew it was Dan callin. Dan & Caleb are like best friends, you ALWAYS see them together. Dan felt like Caleb was turning on him cuz of Chris, & I kinda saw that 2. He wanted to hit Caleb 2. It was a big mess..lol. Chris told Dan way earlier on the phone that he was changing into a different person. When we was in the shed he called Chris....guess what? Chris hung up. Ha...Dan was like, Chris talkin bout im changing, don't make me tell him about his mfkkin ass. He almost got both of em though. Then we had to leave cuz the boy in the blue was in a hurry 2 do something. We left, they dropped me & Craig off @ his house & when they did that, Christy's man, (Scotty) was like, hey, when we gonna get together?? I started talking 2 him for a min, but I never answered him..lol. I know the way I typed it sounds like it was boring, but I don't wanna go into detail about everything. It was really fun. I really like Dan & Caleb...they are fun.
Then...they left, Craigs mama brought me home around 4:00. The doors we're locked :-\ so I had 2 climb through my window. That wasn't 2 good. lol..then hell, I passed the fkk out. I didn't get ^ til about 2:30 & my ma came home at like 2:45. I was like, man...shit. lol. So, I mean, we ain't really close at all & it's all my fault. There's a reason for it, but I don't wanna get into that right now. Maybe another time. I feel so bad about it. I would love to be close to her, but as long as my sister is here, I don't think it's possible. I really do appreciate all that she has done for me, but I never really showed it. Then...we have certain family memebers..bout 3 that wanna act stupid & hurt her feelings, making her cry. Fuck no, thats not right & they should know that it hurts me also. Like 2day.....for example! But, its all good though, God's watching all of this.
Jason called me tonight..with his lyin ass. He was supposed to come over. Henry was with him & Henry left some message on my answering machine I want ya'll to here. It wack. Im so sick of him. He's not the one Im in love with, I don't want him. I never will. I never loved him apparently. O0H I CANNOT WAIT 2 TELL HIM THAT I NEVER LOVED HIM, HOW MANY TIMES I FKKED AROUND ON HIM...MAN, HIS DAY IS COMING!! FKK THAT FKKIN BITCH.HE CAN LICK MY ASSHOLE.
-- TIARA --
Posted at 02:31 am by BeautifuLxTTx
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
Craig just left like 20 minutes ago!! He was over here pretty much from after school til now...almost 10. He's coming over in dah morning...I like him, I got 2 know more about him. Im going over to his house tomorrow though. Jeanine, .....JEALOUSY. Craig likes me & she like him, but there's no need for jealousy since shes gotta man that she claim she love. She need 2 stop cuz Craig ain't nothing but a heart breaker & I can tell you that now. If I ever do go out with him, ima make sure I don't fall in love with him til I can trust him. He's fine though. Well, Im all worn out. Im waiting for tomorrow to get here. Ima go take a shower. Nite...
Posted at 06:32 pm by BeautifuLxTTx
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
Listening2: Mirror Mirror ::Kelly Price::
I jus got up._.
Hey ya'll. School started for me last Thursday & I still hate everything about it. Im still riding the bus! lol. It's not as crowded on there as last year cuz we gotta bigger one. Hey about time....all them fkkiin middle schoolers. Im glad Jeanine ride my bus cuz b4 Dez left she was the only one I could talk to, besides Redneck Dan. I miss muh girl soo much yo! Jeanine's been talking about her man Daniel in Colorado lately...been saying nothin but good things...oh he's such a good boyfriend, he ain't cheatin & yada yada ya. You cannot tell me that he ain't cheatin! LMAO. She is crazy! She only be seein him on Christmas break, Spring break, and summer. C'mon. We all know how males are. But, you know I don't say nothin! I jus listen...don't wanna hurt nobody feelinz. [hehe]
Anyway, I didn't go 2 school yesterday cuz...IONO. I went 2 day. I got on dah bus this morning & Craig was tryna talk to me. He was sittin there tellin Jeanine..her boyfriend cheatin on her cuz he all the way in CO. LMAO, I knew I wasn't the only one. She gets mad about that though. I believe that Craig wants me even though he don't remember me that well cuz last year he moved cuz he got in trouble...He was jus grabbin on me n shit yo, tryin to hold my hand, kept asking me if I had a boyfriend. I was like nah, but im looking. He was like, why u lookin & I said I was just used to having a boyfriend. Then he asked how many boyfriends have I had this year & you know, then I told him about me & my ex & what happened. I like him, hes fun to be around.Then, me him & Jeanine we're juss chillen & he was tryna be cute, makin all these lil comments to me around Jeanine, talkin bout, girl, you need a boyfriend you can TRUST, you need somebody that LIVE by you...You can even WALK to my house. I was like...word. Jeanine was clueless. I thought it was pretty fkkin silly. She finally caught on 2 all of it. She got mad..... She was like, I would walk to him from here. Ugh, there ain't enough love in this world. From Fl 2 CO?? lol...get da fkk outta here. But anyways, about Craig...he wants me, even Jeanine said. He's got the prettiest brown eyes 2. When we got off the bus 2 go the the hell hole, he came up & put his arm around me & once again...you need a boyfriend & and then I finally just said, what are you trying to say?? heh, he was like man you know what im tryin to say. So, he got muh #. I like him though, but there's just something about him that I don't wanna mention. I dunno if he called me tonight or what cuz I came home & went straight 2 fkkin sleep..lol. I got up 'round 10.
I wass supposed to go to the dentist today 2 get this tooth removed but my ma forgot. Pissed me off man. It was in Gainesville. I gotta have surgery. Hopefully I can get it out soon cuz it's bothering me like crazy.
My birthday is in about 2 more months ya'll. If you want me 2 remember your birthday on my subprofile so I can send you something, you need to write me in the chat or email me your birthday & address @ sweetxcheri69@yahoo.com .
I repierced my nose Saturday night but!!!!!!!! I got mad b'cuz for some reason, after I pierced it, the damn stud wouldn't go in no matter how hard I pushed it. I have 2 look into that a lil more...Figure something out. I actually pierced it again today and I still got the piercer in my nose. I went to sleep with it in hoping that the hole will expand more. I'll try 2 put the stud in in the morning. It hurtsssssssss. lol. Ima prob have to wait for it to close up, but that will take a long ass time. Iono..we'll see what happens in the morning. I jus don't understand how the piercer can go in & 30 times but the stud won't even go through once.
Amy & I get along so much better now. We had a big family party over here Friday & Saturday. We get along but, for you Jax ppl, that doesn't mean im going to go stay with her. lol. NO NO NO.
I went to the doctor Friday. They didn't find any cancer or any STD's but I have to have a pap every June. Every female should really. My doctor put me on another medicine, but im still on depression pills & im off of bc til next month & im still taking allergy pills. The meds that she put me on are just for cramps when im on my period b'cuz I get soooo sick when Im on my period. So, really im takin depression pills & allergy pills now which is good.
Well, last night I came across Dan's letter & the cards he sent me on our anniversary. Here's the letter... :'(. He's gonna kill me....
TIARA!!!
This is my "new" letter. I'm trying very hard not to mess up this one. (My handwriting is bad enough w.o the mess ups) Soooooo!!! I love you! And im ready to spend alot of if not, all of my life with u. I know how u said we live so far apart, but it's funny we both don't care because love is love, there's no way around it and there aren't enough miles on the earth to keep us apart. I wanna take care of u in ways that no one else can, and I want u to take care of me in ways that no one else can. (Not necessarily sex, get ur mind out the gutter.) U better learn how to cook tho, (for our kids n-e-way) N e wayz, I can't wait until you can lay in my bed wit me and we can talk and play around, and you can whisper in my ear cuz I love when you whisper. I love you so much TIARA SHANNAE SANTOS and I want you to be mine forever and give my father the grandson he's always wanted (that my brother never gave him). He has a grandson, but not another Santos boy, and I want you to be the mother if thats ok with you. (Better be). Right now, Im on the phone with u and I just got home from Wal-Mart with my mom...Gettin your anniversary stuff. Hope ya like it. (U better!!) If you don't like it, I'll still love you. But I know you will cuz it's from me sooo..IDK. Im hungry as usual and u don't think that Im gonna go eat chinese with my parents, but do I got news for you!!! LOL. But, n-e-wayz I want to be with u Tiara.When I went to the hospital this morning to see my sisters friends baby that was born on 6/13/04 at 8:13 AM. I thought about us and how I want to be there when our baby boy comes out and I want to hold your hand the whole time (unless u start hittin me) lol. But seriously, I love you, and I want you to be the mother of my children and my wife. And I hope that you wait for me mamaz Cuz I need you. My sisters friends baby was beautiful and I know that ours will be the most precious little thing on this earth. I hope you're ready. I love you
Your Husband,
Daniel
I realize that I miss him soo much & It makes me wanna cry cuz Im not talking to him anymore. It hurts me. I really love him with every inch of my heart & I still feel that hes the love of my life, my children's father, my husband 4-ever. I didn't mean what I said..I really didn't. Sometimes at night I think of what hes doing, where he's at, who he's with & I wonder if he misses me like I miss him & I wonder if he thinks about me like I think about him!!! I know that he still loves me cuz he did promise he would love me forever. Nothing & no one can ever change how I feel about him. Daniel, if you're reading this plz..im sorry, I do wanna be in you're life, I didn't mean that, Im sorry! I love you!
*IM OUT*
mUaZz 2 Dez-- whereva u R [lylas]
BIG WILLY I WANT YOUR.......
Posted at 07:57 pm by BeautifuLxTTx
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
So, now im sitting here with tears coming down my face. You wanna know why right? You can know, but you don’t know how bad it hurts me. You have no idea what so ever. Dezzy is gone and I miss her so much. I never knew how much I missed her until tonight. Why did she have to call that stupid boy in the first place?!! If it wasn’t for that phone call, she would still be here. I wish she would come back, but not to live w/ her ignorant gramma. She went back to Mississippi b/c of her for one reason nd the other reason b/c of Gleek. I don’t even know how to get a hold of her right now. I need to talk to her sooo bad, but its jus been impossible. She is my best friend but I wish it wasn’t like this. I didn’t know it was gonna be like this nd I hoped that it wouldn’t, but I really don’t blame her for going back home. Her gramma is the most ignorant person on this earth nd we just hate her . Im sure that me nd Dez will share many more fun nd silly moments one day. I hope so!! Dezzy I love you..You are the friend that every girl needs. I will always be here for u no matter what, I will not jus drop you b/c u moved back home. I jus can’t do that.
Now that I got all that out, I feel soo much better. My night has been very slow nd very interesting w/ Dusko playing games on the computer..pretending to be his cousin. When he first IM’d me, I had the feeling it was him. His cousin has only IM’d me once and his cousin didn’t type like that. I knew it was him but I played w/ him for a minute.
SOULJA 409 [8:23 PM]: hello
SOULJA 409 [8:23 PM]: aslr
Tiara x araiT x [8:23 PM]: who is this
SOULJA 409 [8:23 PM]: its a boi
Tiara x araiT x [8:23 PM]: right
SOULJA 409 [8:23 PM]: yep
SOULJA 409 [8:24 PM]: so what u doin
Tiara x araiT x [8:24 PM]: umm makin pics
SOULJA 409 [8:25 PM]: let me get some
Tiara x araiT x [8:25 PM]: not right now
SOULJA 409 [8:25 PM]: ok
Tiara x araiT x [8:26 PM]: k
SOULJA 409 [8:26 PM]: but when
Tiara x araiT x [8:27 PM]: whenever i get done
SOULJA 409 [8:27 PM]: iight
Tiara x araiT x [8:28 PM]: k
SOULJA 409 [8:32 PM]: can isee it now
SOULJA 409 [8:32 PM]: u got any nude pics fo me
Tiara x araiT x [8:32 PM]: could
SOULJA 409 [8:32 PM]: let me see some
SOULJA 409 [8:34 PM]: so can i see some
SOULJA 409 [8:35 PM]: u there
SOULJA 409 [8:36 PM]: tiara is u gon send me any
SOULJA 409 [8:37 PM]: are u gon talk to me
Tiara x araiT x [8:38 PM]: u gotta pic?
SOULJA 409 [8:38 PM]: i sended u my pic
SOULJA 409 [8:38 PM]: rememba
SOULJA 409 [8:38 PM]: u said u was workin on ur new ones
Tiara x araiT x [8:38 PM]: oh no u didnt send me that pic
SOULJA 409 [8:38 PM]: and that u would send em to me
SOULJA 409 [8:38 PM]: i did
Tiara x araiT x [8:39 PM]: so quit lyin
SOULJA 409 [8:39 PM]: u said i was cute
Tiara x araiT x [8:39 PM]: whateva
Tiara x araiT x [8:39 PM]: dont wanna hear it
SOULJA 409 [8:39 PM]: u don believe me
Tiara x araiT x [8:39 PM]: nope
SOULJA 409 [8:39 PM]: i don no but u said i was cute q
SOULJA 409 [8:40 PM]: im mixed
SOULJA 409 [8:40 PM]: half blk and white
Tiara x araiT x [8:40 PM]: send it aggain
SOULJA 409 [8:40 PM]: i cant i have to download a program because i jus got my com resterted
Tiara x araiT x [8:41 PM]: rightt so here u go w/ these retarded excuses
SOULJA 409 [8:41 PM]: u don believe me how bout if i jus say that i dont have a scanner
Tiara x araiT x [8:41 PM]: ok lets just say....u dont have a pic, u didnt send it to me, and that ur lying
SOULJA 409 [8:41 PM]: srry bout lien to u
SOULJA 409 [8:42 PM]: are u mad at me
Tiara x araiT x [8:42 PM]: see there i thought so
Tiara x araiT x [8:42 PM]: i know what i be talkin about
SOULJA 409 [8:42 PM]: yeah i jus wanted to say only to get ur pic thas all
SOULJA 409 [8:43 PM]: srry
Tiara x araiT x [8:43 PM]: yeah i know all about it
SOULJA 409 [8:43 PM]: but i promise u i aint ugly
Tiara x araiT x [8:43 PM]: lol iight
SOULJA 409 [8:44 PM]: ok
SOULJA 409 [8:44 PM]: so u got a bf
Tiara x araiT x [8:44 PM]: no
Tiara x araiT x [8:44 PM]: u?
SOULJA 409 [8:44 PM]: umm im not gay
SOULJA 409 [8:45 PM]: im seeing someone but i don have a gurl
Tiara x araiT x [8:45 PM]: whats ur name
SOULJA 409 [8:45 PM]: marcus
Tiara x araiT x [8:46 PM]: oh ok
Tiara x araiT x [8:46 PM]: how old r u
SOULJA 409 [8:46 PM]: 16
Tiara x araiT x [8:46 PM]: when do you turn 17
SOULJA 409 [8:47 PM]: next year
Tiara x araiT x [8:47 PM]: tru
SOULJA 409 [8:48 PM]: so ur tiara
Tiara x araiT x [8:48 PM]: yes i am
SOULJA 409 [8:48 PM]: iight `
SOULJA 409 [8:48 PM]: so can i see ur nude pic plz
Tiara x araiT x [8:49 PM]: no
SOULJA 409 [8:49 PM]: ok if u say so
Tiara x araiT x [8:49 PM]: ur begging and thats one thing i cant stand
SOULJA 409 [8:50 PM]: iight im jus sayin
Tiara x araiT x [8:50 PM]: what side of jax?
SOULJA 409 [8:50 PM]: eastside
Tiara x araiT x [8:51 PM]: ohh
SOULJA 409 [8:51 PM]: so is u gon send it tom me im not gon to beg i jus wanna see it
Tiara x araiT x [8:52 PM]: yeahh im sure u do dusko
SOULJA 409 [8:52 PM]: whos that
Tiara x araiT x [8:52 PM]: but u shouldnt play games like that jus 2 get more pics
Tiara x araiT x [8:52 PM]: soo ttyl bye
SOULJA 409 [8:53 PM]: bye
SOULJA 409 [8:53 PM]: whos dusko
Tiara x araiT x [8:53 PM]: quit playin
SOULJA 409 [8:53 PM]: iight but whos that
Tiara x araiT x [8:53 PM]: u nigga
SOULJA 409 [8:54 PM]: man that aint me its hios cousin
Tiara x araiT x [8:54 PM]: yeah but whatever i dont care
SOULJA 409 [8:54 PM]: so can i see em
Tiara x araiT x [8:54 PM]: peace
SOULJA 409 [8:54 PM]: man why u gotta be like that
Tiara x araiT x [8:55 PM]: nah y u gotta be like that
SOULJA 409 [8:55 PM]: srry
Tiara x araiT x [8:55 PM]: y u gotta be on another sn tryin to get more pics from me when all u had to do was ask in the first place
SOULJA 409 [8:55 PM]: because u wouldnt send em
SOULJA 409 [8:55 PM]: rememba
SOULJA 409 [8:56 PM]: and i wanted to see if u was lien to me
Tiara x araiT x [8:56 PM]: well u shouldnt be ignorant all the time
SOULJA 409 [8:56 PM]: bout bois and shit
Tiara x araiT x [8:56 PM]: yeah iight i dont lie
Tiara x araiT x [8:56 PM]: and if i was with somebody i would let u know, but apparently you wont
Tiara x araiT x [8:56 PM]: but its ok because reall y i dont care who ur with
SOULJA 409 [8:57 PM]: im with noone
Tiara x araiT x [8:57 PM]: and i knew it was you from the very start
Tiara x araiT x [8:57 PM]: im not stupiddd like u think i am
Tiara x araiT x [8:57 PM]: lol
Tiara x araiT x [8:57 PM]: damn
SOULJA 409 [8:57 PM]: lol
Tiara x araiT x [8:58 PM]: so i hope you've learned ur lesson and the next time u try this...u best believe u will fail again
SOULJA 409 [8:58 PM]: lol
SOULJA 409 [8:58 PM]: so can i see em
Tiara x araiT x [8:58 PM]: no dusko not right now didnt i tell u i was doin somethin
Tiara x araiT x [8:59 PM]: sooo what r u ....blind?
SOULJA 409 [8:59 PM]: yeah
Tiara x araiT x [8:59 PM]: ok then
SOULJA 409 [8:59 PM]: daim why u all up on me
Tiara x araiT x [8:59 PM]: think about it
Tiara x araiT x [9:00 PM]: marcus
SOULJA 409 [9:00 PM]: ok
SOULJA 409 [9:00 PM]: i was jus checkin up on u
Tiara x araiT x [9:00 PM]: why do u have to check up on me
Tiara x araiT x [9:01 PM]: thats just like sayin u dont trust me when u said u did
SOULJA 409 [9:01 PM]: well i was makin sure
Tiara x araiT x [9:01 PM]: u dont tell ppl u trust them if u dont know for sure
SOULJA 409 [9:01 PM]: u jus acted wierd thats why
SOULJA 409 [9:02 PM]: well gotta go
SOULJA 409 [9:02 PM]: bye see ya later
Tiara x araiT x [9:02 PM]: bye
SOULJA 409 [9:02 PM]: is u mad
Tiara x araiT x [9:02 PM]: nah im just happy u know ur plan failllllllled
SOULJA 409 [9:02 PM]: peace ;-)
Tiara x araiT x [9:02 PM]: bye
SOULJA 409 [9:02 PM]: iight
SOULJA 409 signed off at 9:02 PM
ugh..I gotta go. I don’t have a lot to say right now, but I do have a lot on my mind.
Tiara
Posted at 08:06 pm by BeautifuLxTTx
Saturday, July 10, 2004
It’s veRy hot out 2day. Nothing 2much happened 2day that was exciting. I been sLeepy aLL day. I think Ima quit taking the aLLeRgy piLLs b/c I don’t ReaLLy need 2 take em. I guess I need 2 stay away fRom cig. smoke. Soo yes, u..stay away fRom me w/ dat shit. I gotta keep taking bc nd weLLbutRin tho.
Soo anywayz, I am absoLuteLy done w/ DanieL. I hate him. I don’t even know y. Its juss something theRe that I can’t ReaLLy point out. Oh weLL. I gotta cRush on PabLo! He is so beautifuL I think... He said he wants 2 "hook up" haha. I think ima tRy it tho. ALthough I do have some doubts... I don’t wanna taLk about it Right now. But im say’n man...he got aLL u boyzzzzzzzzz beat. LoL. Im not suRe if we hook’d up eaRLieR this moRning oR wat...I think I toLd him that I wouLd think about some things.
The most impoRtant paRt of this journaL is something I tRuLy can’t b’lieve happened the otheR day. ::FIGHTY DIED:: Its soo damn unb’LievabLe. Its Like damn, cuz I ReaLLy Loved him nd he wouLd aLways wanna pLay w/ me. I Love ya Fighty nd I wiLL aLwayz RemembeR u! SpoiLed LiL thing. :’(. R.I.P. *MUAH*
-IM OUT- HOLLER AT U BABII!-
Posted at 04:45 pm by BeautifuLxTTx
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::Music:: Whiskey Lullaby
::TaLk'n 2:: BRad
I had 2 get up at 7:15 this moRning. I went 2 the doctoR. My resuLts weRe - I have a smaLL infection nd my other resuLt is unknown Right now. They aRe be'n called pRe-canceRous ceLLs. So, they have 2 take the sLide fRom the pap 2 anotheR Lab 2 c if canceR is pResent nd if they can't deteRmine if theRe ReaLLy is canceR theRe, then I have 2 take anotheR pap smeaR, but a diffeRent type of pap smeaR wheRe they fReeze some ceLLs on my ceRvix nd then scRape the "fRozen" ceLLs off. heh. I gotta do it at a diffeRent office aLso. :-|
I am on moRe medications now. Medicine foR my infection, 2 types of aLLeRgy piLLs, some Nasonex, anti-depRessant piLLs nd biRth contRoL. I gotta take aLL of em eveRyday man. HopefuLLy I won't b dRowsy. I go back in about 2 moRe weeks. Sux 4 me tho.
Me nd Dan R soRta taLk'n again. Not as much as we used 2. I wanna keep it that way tho. It's good.
I met a boy named Sam Last night. He's a cutie pie. He bRought me Subway. How sweet huh...I was staRving 2. Yeah, we went 2 WaL-MaRt nd I got some fLip fLops juss 2 weaR 2 the doctoR. I need 2 go 2 dah maLL so bad. He got me a Spongebob posteR 2..hehehehehehe. He doesn't say much. I guess it's b/c he juss met me nd ya'LL know how I am I wiLL taLk ya 2 death. But, he pRetty coo actuaLLy.
I think me nd my ma aRe go'n 2 Panama this weekend. I feeL Like juss stay'n heRe fukk'n dRink'n nd juss chiLLen, watch'n movies nd stuff. Juss chiLL. I haven't done that in a Long time nd it juss sounds so good.
Posted at 12:27 pm by BeautifuLxTTx
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