So, now im sitting here with tears coming down my face. You wanna know why right? You can know, but you don’t know how bad it hurts me. You have no idea what so ever. Dezzy is gone and I miss her so much. I never knew how much I missed her until tonight. Why did she have to call that stupid boy in the first place?!! If it wasn’t for that phone call, she would still be here. I wish she would come back, but not to live w/ her ignorant gramma. She went back to Mississippi b/c of her for one reason nd the other reason b/c of Gleek. I don’t even know how to get a hold of her right now. I need to talk to her sooo bad, but its jus been impossible. She is my best friend but I wish it wasn’t like this. I didn’t know it was gonna be like this nd I hoped that it wouldn’t, but I really don’t blame her for going back home. Her gramma is the most ignorant person on this earth nd we just hate her . Im sure that me nd Dez will share many more fun nd silly moments one day. I hope so!! Dezzy I love you..You are the friend that every girl needs. I will always be here for u no matter what, I will not jus drop you b/c u moved back home. I jus can’t do that.
Now that I got all that out, I feel soo much better. My night has been very slow nd very interesting w/ Dusko playing games on the computer..pretending to be his cousin. When he first IM’d me, I had the feeling it was him. His cousin has only IM’d me once and his cousin didn’t type like that. I knew it was him but I played w/ him for a minute.
SOULJA 409 [8:23 PM]: hello
SOULJA 409 [8:23 PM]: aslr
Tiara x araiT x [8:23 PM]: who is this
SOULJA 409 [8:23 PM]: its a boi
Tiara x araiT x [8:23 PM]: right
SOULJA 409 [8:23 PM]: yep
SOULJA 409 [8:24 PM]: so what u doin
Tiara x araiT x [8:24 PM]: umm makin pics
SOULJA 409 [8:25 PM]: let me get some
Tiara x araiT x [8:25 PM]: not right now
SOULJA 409 [8:25 PM]: ok
Tiara x araiT x [8:26 PM]: k
SOULJA 409 [8:26 PM]: but when
Tiara x araiT x [8:27 PM]: whenever i get done
SOULJA 409 [8:27 PM]: iight
Tiara x araiT x [8:28 PM]: k
SOULJA 409 [8:32 PM]: can isee it now
SOULJA 409 [8:32 PM]: u got any nude pics fo me
Tiara x araiT x [8:32 PM]: could
SOULJA 409 [8:32 PM]: let me see some
SOULJA 409 [8:34 PM]: so can i see some
SOULJA 409 [8:35 PM]: u there
SOULJA 409 [8:36 PM]: tiara is u gon send me any
SOULJA 409 [8:37 PM]: are u gon talk to me
Tiara x araiT x [8:38 PM]: u gotta pic?
SOULJA 409 [8:38 PM]: i sended u my pic
SOULJA 409 [8:38 PM]: rememba
SOULJA 409 [8:38 PM]: u said u was workin on ur new ones
Tiara x araiT x [8:38 PM]: oh no u didnt send me that pic
SOULJA 409 [8:38 PM]: and that u would send em to me
SOULJA 409 [8:38 PM]: i did
Tiara x araiT x [8:39 PM]: so quit lyin
SOULJA 409 [8:39 PM]: u said i was cute
Tiara x araiT x [8:39 PM]: whateva
Tiara x araiT x [8:39 PM]: dont wanna hear it
SOULJA 409 [8:39 PM]: u don believe me
Tiara x araiT x [8:39 PM]: nope
SOULJA 409 [8:39 PM]: i don no but u said i was cute q
SOULJA 409 [8:40 PM]: im mixed
SOULJA 409 [8:40 PM]: half blk and white
Tiara x araiT x [8:40 PM]: send it aggain
SOULJA 409 [8:40 PM]: i cant i have to download a program because i jus got my com resterted
Tiara x araiT x [8:41 PM]: rightt so here u go w/ these retarded excuses
SOULJA 409 [8:41 PM]: u don believe me how bout if i jus say that i dont have a scanner
Tiara x araiT x [8:41 PM]: ok lets just say....u dont have a pic, u didnt send it to me, and that ur lying
SOULJA 409 [8:41 PM]: srry bout lien to u
SOULJA 409 [8:42 PM]: are u mad at me
Tiara x araiT x [8:42 PM]: see there i thought so
Tiara x araiT x [8:42 PM]: i know what i be talkin about
SOULJA 409 [8:42 PM]: yeah i jus wanted to say only to get ur pic thas all
SOULJA 409 [8:43 PM]: srry
Tiara x araiT x [8:43 PM]: yeah i know all about it
SOULJA 409 [8:43 PM]: but i promise u i aint ugly
Tiara x araiT x [8:43 PM]: lol iight
SOULJA 409 [8:44 PM]: ok
SOULJA 409 [8:44 PM]: so u got a bf
Tiara x araiT x [8:44 PM]: no
Tiara x araiT x [8:44 PM]: u?
SOULJA 409 [8:44 PM]: umm im not gay
SOULJA 409 [8:45 PM]: im seeing someone but i don have a gurl
Tiara x araiT x [8:45 PM]: whats ur name
SOULJA 409 [8:45 PM]: marcus
Tiara x araiT x [8:46 PM]: oh ok
Tiara x araiT x [8:46 PM]: how old r u
SOULJA 409 [8:46 PM]: 16
Tiara x araiT x [8:46 PM]: when do you turn 17
SOULJA 409 [8:47 PM]: next year
Tiara x araiT x [8:47 PM]: tru
SOULJA 409 [8:48 PM]: so ur tiara
Tiara x araiT x [8:48 PM]: yes i am
SOULJA 409 [8:48 PM]: iight `
SOULJA 409 [8:48 PM]: so can i see ur nude pic plz
Tiara x araiT x [8:49 PM]: no
SOULJA 409 [8:49 PM]: ok if u say so
Tiara x araiT x [8:49 PM]: ur begging and thats one thing i cant stand
SOULJA 409 [8:50 PM]: iight im jus sayin
Tiara x araiT x [8:50 PM]: what side of jax?
SOULJA 409 [8:50 PM]: eastside
Tiara x araiT x [8:51 PM]: ohh
SOULJA 409 [8:51 PM]: so is u gon send it tom me im not gon to beg i jus wanna see it
Tiara x araiT x [8:52 PM]: yeahh im sure u do dusko
SOULJA 409 [8:52 PM]: whos that
Tiara x araiT x [8:52 PM]: but u shouldnt play games like that jus 2 get more pics
Tiara x araiT x [8:52 PM]: soo ttyl bye
SOULJA 409 [8:53 PM]: bye
SOULJA 409 [8:53 PM]: whos dusko
Tiara x araiT x [8:53 PM]: quit playin
SOULJA 409 [8:53 PM]: iight but whos that
Tiara x araiT x [8:53 PM]: u nigga
SOULJA 409 [8:54 PM]: man that aint me its hios cousin
Tiara x araiT x [8:54 PM]: yeah but whatever i dont care
SOULJA 409 [8:54 PM]: so can i see em
Tiara x araiT x [8:54 PM]: peace
SOULJA 409 [8:54 PM]: man why u gotta be like that
Tiara x araiT x [8:55 PM]: nah y u gotta be like that
SOULJA 409 [8:55 PM]: srry
Tiara x araiT x [8:55 PM]: y u gotta be on another sn tryin to get more pics from me when all u had to do was ask in the first place
SOULJA 409 [8:55 PM]: because u wouldnt send em
SOULJA 409 [8:55 PM]: rememba
SOULJA 409 [8:56 PM]: and i wanted to see if u was lien to me
Tiara x araiT x [8:56 PM]: well u shouldnt be ignorant all the time
SOULJA 409 [8:56 PM]: bout bois and shit
Tiara x araiT x [8:56 PM]: yeah iight i dont lie
Tiara x araiT x [8:56 PM]: and if i was with somebody i would let u know, but apparently you wont
Tiara x araiT x [8:56 PM]: but its ok because reall y i dont care who ur with
SOULJA 409 [8:57 PM]: im with noone
Tiara x araiT x [8:57 PM]: and i knew it was you from the very start
Tiara x araiT x [8:57 PM]: im not stupiddd like u think i am
Tiara x araiT x [8:57 PM]: lol
Tiara x araiT x [8:57 PM]: damn
SOULJA 409 [8:57 PM]: lol
Tiara x araiT x [8:58 PM]: so i hope you've learned ur lesson and the next time u try this...u best believe u will fail again
SOULJA 409 [8:58 PM]: lol
SOULJA 409 [8:58 PM]: so can i see em
Tiara x araiT x [8:58 PM]: no dusko not right now didnt i tell u i was doin somethin
Tiara x araiT x [8:59 PM]: sooo what r u ....blind?
SOULJA 409 [8:59 PM]: yeah
Tiara x araiT x [8:59 PM]: ok then
SOULJA 409 [8:59 PM]: daim why u all up on me
Tiara x araiT x [8:59 PM]: think about it
Tiara x araiT x [9:00 PM]: marcus
SOULJA 409 [9:00 PM]: ok
SOULJA 409 [9:00 PM]: i was jus checkin up on u
Tiara x araiT x [9:00 PM]: why do u have to check up on me
Tiara x araiT x [9:01 PM]: thats just like sayin u dont trust me when u said u did
SOULJA 409 [9:01 PM]: well i was makin sure
Tiara x araiT x [9:01 PM]: u dont tell ppl u trust them if u dont know for sure
SOULJA 409 [9:01 PM]: u jus acted wierd thats why
SOULJA 409 [9:02 PM]: well gotta go
SOULJA 409 [9:02 PM]: bye see ya later
Tiara x araiT x [9:02 PM]: bye
SOULJA 409 [9:02 PM]: is u mad
Tiara x araiT x [9:02 PM]: nah im just happy u know ur plan failllllllled
SOULJA 409 [9:02 PM]: peace ;-)
Tiara x araiT x [9:02 PM]: bye
SOULJA 409 [9:02 PM]: iight
SOULJA 409 signed off at 9:02 PM
ugh..I gotta go. I don’t have a lot to say right now, but I do have a lot on my mind.
Tiara
